I felt excitement at the thought of being at an upcoming Focolare gathering, and while driving the distance to get there, I experienced an ever stronger sense of anticipation.

By the time I arrived, I was ready to give all of myself to loving.

It was a beautiful day; the program was very rich, and even in the afternoon when concentrating is sometimes more difficult, I was able to give my full attention, loving each speaker and the neighbor who was next to me.  On the second day I found myself struggling to concentrate.  My mind just didn't seem to be able to follow the talks, and I felt frustrated.  After doing a quick self-examination, I realized that I was absorbed in myself: remembering conversations with others, comparing myself to others, worrying about how I was going to do a little task that had been asked of me, etc.  

Then in an instant the Word of Life came to mind:  "Stay awake."  

“Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither the day nor the hour." (Mt 25:13)

I sensed that Jesus was helping me understand his will.  I could wipe the slate clean and start again by forgetting myself so as to love.  I was tempted again later to withdraw into my thoughts, but his Word was just the strong help that I needed.

J.H., Austin